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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

107: Down

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The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

- "Down" by Blink-182

No particular reason to why I'm posting the lyrics to this song. I just like it :)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

106: My life kinda sucks right about ... now

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So I was wondering, if our emotions were like a chain of chemical reactions, what would it be like?

For me it would be:

Loneliness - Lots of thinking and brooding - Misery - Deliberate self harm - Sianness - Angst - Exhaustion (For some reason I get very tired after feeling angry/sad/emo/whatever)


Thursday, March 26, 2009

105: :)/:(

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Today was ... not so great. Starting to hate school .. my class rocks but I just don't fit in. I'm like the only emotive, always prone to depression (as said by Mrs Chew, haw haw) person in Class 3E2 of '09. And to all the happy, mindless people in my class, you guys have it better. As always.

I didn't actually think I could make it through the day without my spare blades .. Thankfully Mdm Chia let me sleep during MT and Miss Angela Chew didn't come. (OMG HOMEWORK). Dammit. Blood. I need blood.

Watched the sneak preview of The Confessions of a Shopaholic with Alexorcist at 9. The movie ended at around 2330 wth. Took a cab home after that. I hate popcorn. I hate Coke. Stupid things made my tummy bloat again. WTH.

S.W.'s ill ... credz to me. :(

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

104: Bloated :(

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Had a great day 2day. TQ. LUVM :)

Sunday, March 22, 2009

103: Heehee

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Having fun with Alexorcist haha.

Homework time. Sheeesh.
I really like holding your hands.



102: Down

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Hmmm ... Malacca was rather ... fun. Pwnd my daddy in an argument just now .. haha now I can't sleep. Need some booze ... but no dope pleaze. Me and dope just don't mix. Sharmain don't give up on Life yet kei ... you still have me who understands you more than anyone else here :) I'm so lovable I be t you won't want to leave me alone in this world ... Haha ... i'm no t tired but i want to sleep .. dammit dammit dammit dammit ....

Friday, March 20, 2009

101: Heee

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Haii I'm in Malacca right now .... Bet you guys didn't know that haha. Bought stuffs at the night market and zomg, I got a (temporary) tattoo! Guy says it'll last a month, if I can take care of it properly. It kinda looks something like this:


Cool or what????? I'm loving it very much now hehehee :) And lol I bought some Gatsby wax. I'm so cool now eh eh? Nothing much to update you guys on but I srzly can't wait to get back to Singapore ... Malacca is such a BORE. Especially if he who always hits my head while stretching in his sleep is not here :(

Thursday, March 19, 2009

100: HUNDRED ZOMG

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Hmm .. my hundredth post for this blog ... kei whatev.
I love sunflowers and being blonde :(
Fugly black hair makes me look so shitty.

Monday, March 16, 2009

98: Blondes do have more fun

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Hawt stuff.
2day was great. Luf sunflowers. Luf Alexorcist. Luf Bro. Luf he who always hits my head while stretching in his sleep.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

97: My hair best n_n

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I'm blonde! :)
(I know I look damn delinquent-ish, but it's not my fault! It's Alexorcist's bcause she didn't dye my hair properly :0 Haha jk don't get mad E.T.)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

96: Camp

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zi zha zha zi zha zha zi zha zha Ooo Ooo
zi zha zha zi zha zha zi zha zha act cute!
Haha 3E2 owned the others at camp. We bagged the Most Cooperative Group award which also translates into Best Cheer award hahaha. Admit it lah, our cheer and spirit rocked. Camp was fun. I was an emotional wreck and had a few highs and lows in a day. But thankz lah, Sharmain & S.W., for cheering me up ... or at least try to.

What I liked about the camp:
  1. I get to have meals with S.W. and Sharmain and some other people whom I enjoy.
  2. My class had some really sporting people ... which makes cheering easier.
  3. Reached to the top of the rock wall for the first time in my entire life.
  4. Haha the Eugene and Mrs Chew claps lol.
What I hated about the camp:
  1. The food supplied.
  2. Getting only about 30 minutes of Me-Time :(
  3. Zomg the toilets were stinking like bloody hell.
  4. An hour to shower?
  5. I couldn't sneak out ... :(
  6. Didn't really have anybody to speak with in my dorm ... or class.
  7. Dorm was really uncomfortable.
  8. No hairdryer.
  9. Only an hour to shower!!!!!
  10. Everything stank.
  11. 30 minutes of Me-Time ...
  12. No privacy.
Feels great to be back home. Like, really great.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

95: Skool

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There's school 2mr. Why oh why oh why .... Someone kill me plz.


94: The High End of Low

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Haha had a sleepover with M.J. & S.W. on Friday night. Had shitloads of fun. Slept for almost 20 hours when I came back. Lol.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

93: Teenage Angst

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HAHAHA SUCKER.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

92: Favourite Question

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"What's the point in Life?"

Monday, March 2, 2009

91: Vicious Cycle

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2nd March 2009:
  • It's (s)AINT William's 15th birthday!! :D
  • Bio & Chem tests today. Both were manageable.
  • Used a plaster to cover up my blemish. Cute huh I know haha!
  • Treated S.W. and my brother to Pastamania. <>
  • Walked around. Saw some familiar faces.
  • Back home. Emo. Haha.
Vicious cycle. Oh the High End of Low. Oh and there are 2 very important things you have to know:




I am a hyprocrite (I love to lie, yes).
And I am the 999 of 666 (numerology, numerology, numerology).