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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Something really unusual happened after Choir prac today. I was walking to the Bus Stop when I spotted my friend from my Primary School and I was astounded. She was super paikia and I was scared of her, very. She greeted me with a hug and tugged me to the Bubble Tea shop to buy a drink for her friend.
At the Bubble Tea shop, I asked about her studies. She told me that she was going to be expelled... like very soon, and she also said that she might be transferring to our school. In the midst of our conversation, a car pulled over and she ran to it. She then told me to pass the drink to her friend and I immediately said No. But after countless begging I hesitantly accepted.
Fortunately, Weijie and her friend, Michelle, were there and WJ helped me pass the drink to that guy. I was there watching like a helpless wimp and I don't know whether my face gave me away.
I boarded 176 when it came with my mind concentrated on one question: Why was I so scared? How could someone (or some people) break my confidence so easily? I was bewildered. So, I thought and thought as I sat, and I think I've got the answer to my question.
When I was younger, like Primary One or so, I got bullied all the time. Those kids would not let me go to my seat or frame me for something I did not do at all. At that time, I would consider myself depressed because I remember the day I called my Mom (Who was at work) and told her to let me skip school because I was afraid of those kids. My Mom called the school and talked to my teacher and of course, that didn't help.
Funny thing is, 2 of those bullies are now friends of mine. Maybe they started to realise that bullying was a big waste of time and stopped after a year.
Being the stronger person I am now, I feel proud but I want to be even stronger. Strong enough to overcome failures, strong enough to overcome anything.
Zomg I'm neeeding my Mom right now. :(
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Something really unusual happened after Choir prac today. I was walking to the Bus Stop when I spotted my friend from my Primary School and I was astounded. She was super paikia and I was scared of her, very. She greeted me with a hug and tugged me to the Bubble Tea shop to buy a drink for her friend.
At the Bubble Tea shop, I asked about her studies. She told me that she was going to be expelled... like very soon, and she also said that she might be transferring to our school. In the midst of our conversation, a car pulled over and she ran to it. She then told me to pass the drink to her friend and I immediately said No. But after countless begging I hesitantly accepted.
Fortunately, Weijie and her friend, Michelle, were there and WJ helped me pass the drink to that guy. I was there watching like a helpless wimp and I don't know whether my face gave me away.
I boarded 176 when it came with my mind concentrated on one question: Why was I so scared? How could someone (or some people) break my confidence so easily? I was bewildered. So, I thought and thought as I sat, and I think I've got the answer to my question.
When I was younger, like Primary One or so, I got bullied all the time. Those kids would not let me go to my seat or frame me for something I did not do at all. At that time, I would consider myself depressed because I remember the day I called my Mom (Who was at work) and told her to let me skip school because I was afraid of those kids. My Mom called the school and talked to my teacher and of course, that didn't help.
Funny thing is, 2 of those bullies are now friends of mine. Maybe they started to realise that bullying was a big waste of time and stopped after a year.
Being the stronger person I am now, I feel proud but I want to be even stronger. Strong enough to overcome failures, strong enough to overcome anything.
Zomg I'm neeeding my Mom right now. :(
Angel With the Scabbed Wings
