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76: Because the World is that prejudiced

Had shitloads of fun with E & XW today. Hadn't had that much fun in such a long time. Too lazy to elaborate today. Gonna shower up and finish my Math HW later. Till tomorrow!






75: We all have our selfish moments

My BIG Plans for the coming weekend:
  • Math (A&E) Tuition with Cuzzie.
  • Math (A&E) Tuition with Cuzzie.
  • Math (A&E) Tuition with Cuzzie.
  • CS
  • CS
  • CS
  • L4D
  • L4D
  • L4D
  • BAI NIAN BAI NIAN BAI NIAN!!!!
I hate cup noodles. Oh, I do I do I do, Oooh. (Keenan&Kel lolzzz)

74: Hmm....

In the past few days, I have been:

  • Playing Left 4 Dead & StarCraft, if you didn't already know.
  • Downloading more games.
  • Dreading Math lessons.
It was only last night when I suddenly recalled that there was homework for Math. Couldn't get any sleep because of Mdm Lee's repititive appearences in my dream so I went to do it, hesitantly. Fell asleep immediately after EX1E. Lol.

Today was ... rewarding. The feeling's like ... getting a 'Well Done!' after all that hard work. Rewarding, yeah. Whatever ... Slacked in the Female toilet during PE today. Chatted, gossiped and took photographs with Elaine, QiEn & Shereen. Haaah, rockers. :)

Choir prac after school today. Mr Yiong was pissed because most of us were too ... inefficient. Ran 5 rounds around the parade square as punishment. Tired, but not frustrated, because I kinda agreed with him. Heheh.

Waited for PeiXuan & Co. with ChaoYing after prac. Met this Filipino (yes, a true filipino) guy but I totally forgot what his name was (oops!). Walked to the bus stop with him and then home sweet home.

73: Sorry, but ...

School is getting more stressful as the days go by ... But thank God for the friendly neighbours I have. Love vandalising WeiZheng, YuanSi & Shereen's tables when I'm bored. Love Mdm Lee for letting me sit in front. Love BaoXuan for being a great partner, and always lending me her Liquid Corrector in exchange for my Correction Tape. Hate the SAB version of Bai Fang Chun Tian, my parts are just so hard to get! Hate DongQi (Choir) for always feeling sick during Choir prac. She always gets to sit. She always gets to rest. Stop being so pathetic, srzly.

Also, start learning to be straightforward. Instead of putting xxxxxx, why doncha put his/her name? It is his/her name after all.






72: Oh, get over it

Enjoyed school today :)
  1. Bio SPA was shitloads of fun. Scraped cells from a Goat's liver and viewed it under the microscope. I could find mine under 40X Magnification.
  2. Cried (very, very unprofessional behaviour) after English lesson becauze I couldn't complete the task given to me, and was heavily criticized for it :(
  3. Got over it soon after becauze I don't wanna look like a crybaby.
  4. Slept during MT, becauze my MT teacher is still as boring as ever.
  5. I love my Chem SPA partner (XW). Lol. I love that we got to choose!
  6. Wei Zheng was surprisingly very sociable and contributive after school. And so were Afik and Elaine. At least then I felt what it was like to really try to get things done together, as a group. :)

71: Self-determination

  • As said before, I flunked Math really badly. -> 7/15 (Could have got 11, but lost em 4 marks due to careless mistakes).
  • I caused unnecessary worry to TC5, or so they say
  • I enjoyed Bio lesson today
  • I talked to Kareen today
  • I cringed when Miss Chew said that she was 'effortlessly beautiful', also during school today
  • I did a facial mask today
  • Masking makes me happy :)

70: Caramelldansen <3



Gaara & Lee doing the Caramelldansen. Kawaii neh ~~


Sorry, I was just too bored.

69: Wherefore art thou headed?

Gonna mug hard for Chem tonight. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*.

Not looking forward to A/E Math lessons though. I think I flunked the A Math Quiz 1. Badly. Very.

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BTW. MY LNG LCKS R CT OFF! CN U BLV IT?


68: BTW ...


Remember to always check back at Engrish.com. :)

67: Feels as good as home

Apologies to Audrey, XW and anybody else who's waiting for this post like, crazy-anxiously. Lol.

Pause at 2:11.



Youtube to me, is like Heaven. And so is Bras Basah Plaza because you can get books as cheap as $10 from there. Lufs!

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Here's my beer for ya, ShengHao.



"Barely there makeup" + teased hair

The star of the day


Shiok.


Just like in the old days.

66: :D

I am having ... Ice-cream & Beer! Double happiness yay! I don't bother thinking about how fattening these are, because the stress will make them go away! Triple happiness yeah!

No. I am not drunk. Yet.

65:

I NEED A BEER.

The stress is catching up to me and I hate that. I'm breaking cold sweats every now and then and my whole body hurts. Who's up for some alcohol?

64: :/

Something really unusual happened after Choir prac today. I was walking to the Bus Stop when I spotted my friend from my Primary School and I was astounded. She was super paikia and I was scared of her, very. She greeted me with a hug and tugged me to the Bubble Tea shop to buy a drink for her friend.

At the Bubble Tea shop, I asked about her studies. She told me that she was going to be expelled... like very soon, and she also said that she might be transferring to our school. In the midst of our conversation, a car pulled over and she ran to it. She then told me to pass the drink to her friend and I immediately said No. But after countless begging I hesitantly accepted.

Fortunately, Weijie and her friend, Michelle, were there and WJ helped me pass the drink to that guy. I was there watching like a helpless wimp and I don't know whether my face gave me away.

I boarded 176 when it came with my mind concentrated on one question: Why was I so scared? How could someone (or some people) break my confidence so easily? I was bewildered. So, I thought and thought as I sat, and I think I've got the answer to my question.

When I was younger, like Primary One or so, I got bullied all the time. Those kids would not let me go to my seat or frame me for something I did not do at all. At that time, I would consider myself depressed because I remember the day I called my Mom (Who was at work) and told her to let me skip school because I was afraid of those kids. My Mom called the school and talked to my teacher and of course, that didn't help.

Funny thing is, 2 of those bullies are now friends of mine. Maybe they started to realise that bullying was a big waste of time and stopped after a year.

Being the stronger person I am now, I feel proud but I want to be even stronger. Strong enough to overcome failures, strong enough to overcome anything.

Zomg I'm neeeding my Mom right now. :(

63: Be quiet, you might piss somebody off

School's been pretty good. Been obsessing with the Messy Bun a tad too much though. Hah.

62: People of the World, meet Messy

Messy is my room.
Messy is self-explanatory.
Still, it needs some photographs to emphasize how messy it is.

I ransacked my wardrobe today and I found my Mother's secret stash of stationery. And here I thought she was always short of em.

In my wardrobe. Makeup, Perfume, Camera, Makeup Remover Wipes, Hangers, Brush, and Clarins Eye Makup Remover.

Wardrobe. The clothes are only half of what I actually own.

Albums and VCDs. Some are mine, the rest are my parents'. Oh, and there's my pair of fishnet stockings.

My prized (mini) guitar and my Nan Hua award for being the leader of Brownies (yes, believe it) for I-totally-forgot-how-many years.

Dressing drawer. Manson's hat, makeup case, books, headbands, bottles of water and hair and skin products.

My office. No, I don't work there. Really.

And some wonder how I can actually get some sleep.


Whilst Messy is besting at being itself, its owner has turned into a spectacle (Real, real specs with degree-whatever-shit) wearing geek. Becauze, from where I am sitting in class, I cannot see 50% of what the teacher's written.



Might be tying my mane like this starting next week. Becauze I observed that nobody has tied it like this and I like it like that. And I have to dye my hair back to black. Hate that. Hate the smell of the dye. It's so pungent.

61: All summer long

First day of school today (d-uh!).
It's a new year, a new start and another opportunity for me to really buck up. Thankfully, I have found my source of motivation, and it's the Japan Humanities Trip for the "selected" Sec 3's this year. I just have to go. *.*


Happy more-than-1-year anniversary, TC5!
We shared so many things! The fun, gossip, money, food, drinks, gossip, and secrets ...
Unforgettable, each one of you are.



The Brilliant


You! The One who possesses the power to Study shalt not give it up after your O's.
The course that you like is out there, you just have to find it.

The Joy

Remember this photo?
Haha, your spontaniety is essential I tell ya! I just love you for being so kiddy -_-


The Creative

I know you dislike teachers but try to love them. Maybe they'll love you back! Haha!
If not, then .. well, you can always come to me for bear hugs! :D


The Talent


Zomg I just love to take wacky (like really Whack!) photos with you.
I look forward to seeing you drunk again. HAHA!

60: NIN vs. MM

Happy New Year to all.



(It's very soft rock, trust me)




NIN - Everyday is Exactly the Same (Wanted OST)