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Friday, October 31, 2008

18: Do not tempt me

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What do you do when someone really infuriates you? Do you muster up all your courage or do you just bear the pain yourselves? In most cases, the person who hates suffers the most, cuz it may be a one-sided thing and the other person might not even know.

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Only my closest buds know what infuriates me. MJ should know, and I think Saint William does too. Yeah, and Xuan Wen too. Don't blame me if I didn't tell you, cuz you might be one who's commited that "crime" before. You guys might think me a lil self-centred (well, at least I do), but srzly, do you like someone doing that to you?


Lucky for me, I've got something that can help cool me down. It's a message sent by somebody, and I really thank that somebody for that message. :) I know who I'm talking about so don't presume it's you until I said so. -_-



PS. Hey TC5, it's the holidayz already so can I swear now? Lol.
PSS. Still, _|_.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

17: BOOM HEAD SHOT!!!!!!

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Okay so I was thinking, if a person hates his/her life so damn much, then why does he/she look forward to celebrating his/her birthday every year? Don't tell me that he/she wants to get prezzies FOC, I won't stand for that shit. It's like, if you hate your life so damn much, why bother celebrating the day of your birth? If I were that person, I wouldn't be that excited about my birthday. Why should I celebrate the day I joined this world?

So, until you're over recieving FOC prezzies on that special day, you're not through with life yet.

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As you can see, I'm using the net more frequently these days. Maybe it's cuz I actually remembered to blog. I'm coming back to Singapore this Saturday (hopefully), and I'm gonna be as busy as a bee! There's the class chalet, the choir practices, the batam trip ... flugh. Well, a busy schedule beats one that consists of stoning at home 24/7. I actually get to do something productive yknow.

Gawd I miss my laptop. The net here is as slow as you trying to get a headshot in WolfTeam. It takes approx. 30 seconds to load a page, an extra 15 seconds to load one that's filled with photos. Sheesh.


I finally got my Magikarp to evolve into Gyarados. Now I can surf! (Like, finally!)



PS. I love the Zubat family. :)
PSS. Cuz they're purple and they're damn fast. >D
PSSS. Happy 13th Brother. Ifly. :3

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

16: Hideo Kojima, I'll remember you

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I bet you guys will open a new tab/window and go wiki Hideo Kojima. Who is he, you may ask. Why, he's the director of one of the greatest games ever created for Playstation 2! And that game is called Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater (Wiki that too!). I've completed the game a few times before, but I'm still not sick of it (that's what makes a game good). I'm not going to go too deep into how's it like, just go wiki it.

Hello Singapore! I can see you from here in Batam! Well, not really. Lol. It's really nice here in Batam (or rather, the hotel -_-) cuz it really relaxing. It costs only about $80/+- for a night here in i-Hotel (stupid name, I know). However, it's a four/five-star hotel that has a swimming pool + jacuzzi, 2 spas, a gym, a wine club, a restaurant, a karaoke lounge and some other stuff that I can't seem to remember.

My brother and I can just play PS2 or NDS for like the whole day without getting tired. Speaking of which, my Golbat has evolved into Crobat. It's not easy to get it to evolve okay. Its "happiness" needs to be over 220 (base happiness for a Pokemon is about 75). I have yet to battle Flannery of Lavaridge Town's Gym so that tells you how far I've progressed.

My dad's bought 4 bottles of Vodka Mix. I like. Will be drinking later tonight. Envy me, Weiliang. >D



PS. I've got photos of my not-so-dark purple (it's more like Burgundy) hair already. Unfortunately, this laptop can't receive any items via Bluetooth so I guess you guys will have to wait longer.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

15: Aftermath

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As much as I want to write a wordy post, I'm actually struggling to recall what happened in the past 72 hours.


I wanna learn how to curve a bullet. :(

Friday, October 24, 2008

14: Batam Blues

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I'm in Batam now. No, srzly, not kidding. And I'm gonna dye my hair dark purple later.

Out of curiousity, which one of you actually feel sad when your parents divorce? I know I don't, but it seems pretty darn saddening. I can't care less whether my parents get along, or not. If they're not happy being with each other, I'd rather have them living with their next soulmate cuz it makes them happy. I like happy people. I appreciate happy people.

Tom DeLonge (former guitarist of Blink-182) wrote this song about his parents' divorce. The melody is sad, the lyrics are sad ... must have been pretty tough eh, Tom? Whenever I listen to that song in my MP3, I feel the sadness. It brings my mood down to like, a neutral level (simmers should understand this) and it pretty much depresses my day. I can't say that I enjoy being sad (okay, I actually do), but it kinda hurts to know of others' pain(s).

If you're feeling low or whatever, talk to me. Share your pain with me. Cry with me. Even if we're not that close, just do it. I wanna help, srzly. I want to let you know that you're not alone, and that you've always got me.

I wanna make people around me happy, cuz it makes me happy too. I have my own pains and problems, but I'll try my best not to show it. I want you guys to be happy.

It's hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, it's so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
My stupid poem could fix this home, I'd read it every day

So here's your holiday, hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all
away.
It was mine, so when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years now on?
It's not right.

Their anger hurts my ears, been running strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them, it makes no sense at
all
I see them everyday, we get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants, and it's what she wants, then why is there so
much pain?

- "Stay Together For the Kids" by Blink-182.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

13: 2E1 rockz both yo' shoes and socks

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It's the last day of school today. :)

Got back my report book today (but had to return it to Miss Siti in the end -_-). Was rather satisfied with my results. I passed my Science! :D *grins widely* I can still remember failing it for CA2 (I got like, 45 marks) and for overall I got like, 69! :)

Mommy bought a perfume for me as a birthday prezzie. I know it's a bit early, but I love it anyhow! It's Givenchy leh. Branded leh. :D


So happy. I love my Mom. So trendy. Ho ho.

Flikr updated. :)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

12: So pathetic

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I am happy, around other people. Cuz I can't be so inconsiderate as to ruin the atmosphere right?

At home, I drown myself in theories and hypotheses. Sometimes, I find myself thinking too much.
So much that it makes me cry.
I like Marilyn Manson. :(

11: Why don't you take the initiative?

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Okay so yesterday, while sharing secrets with Saint William & Mei Jia, I figured something out. Instead of you demanding the other person to appreciate you more, why don't you try to appreciate them more? Cuz kindness begets kindness and your actions will be reciprocated.

If not, dump that friend cuz she/he doesn't deserve you imo. :0 Cuz selfish people need to realise where they're wrong and change for the better. Cuz that will make the world (or school) a better place.

Imagine, school without conflicts. Everybody's getting along well and that can actually help establish unity. We'll walk around and smile at fellow schoolmates (even at those whom we do not really know). But human beings are born selfish. When everything seems to be going well, someone will get bored and incite a war.

So what we really need now is definitely not drama, but peacemakers. People who can make friends but are still impartial when making decisions. I know I'm not one of them, but I'm learning. :)

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

10: Subjective/Objective?

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I like today.

Went out with Saint William & Mei Jia for lunch/dinner. Played with makeup @ Watsons and shared "secrets". I hadn't really pour out my feelings but I know I did today. It felt good.

I don't know what else to post, cuz most of the things that happened today were pretty personal.


PS. Thanks Saint William & Mei Jia for the 'enlightening' day today. You can now consider yourselves as 2 of my closest friends.
PPS. You know you're one of my closest buds when I share my 'dreams and fantasies' with you. ;)

Monday, October 20, 2008

9: You'll be sorry when I'm gone

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Updated playlist. Now the songs playing are:

1. Feeling This
2. Adam's Song
(Both songs are performed by Blink-182)

Also, I find replying tags in my Flooble rather troublesome, so I'd tag you back as a reply.
I miss my (or rather, Qian Hui's) table. :(





Sunday, October 19, 2008

8: Wherefore art thou headed?

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I can finally blog after trying to do so for almost an hour. (No, love's not the cure)
Now I've completely forgotten what I wanted to post about. Stupid FON, I hate you. (No, you're not the cure)
After not logging into Neopets for like 3 days, I saw my Xweetok with that :( face. It was only 3 days and he's gone from full up to very hungry. Speaking of Neopets, I'm beginning to lose interest in it already. Xuan Wen's TS2: Bon Voyage is too attractive for me to ignore. Damn ... (Don't talk to me until you've already broken up with her)

My neck and shoulders are aching after like 6 hours of gaming, so forgive me as I have to depart for Dreamland already. (Srzly)

Saturday, October 18, 2008

7: I love my table

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I like to vandalize tables, just to tell you if you don't already know yet. However, my current table is not really considered mine (it's actually Qian Hui's) so I will clean off whatever I've written on it.

Woke up at like, 12 today. I have this serious problem of sleeping in on weekends. Actually wanted to attend service but backed out last minute. I've got a lot of things on my mind recently, and yet I don't know if I should spill 'em out here. As you know, I'm a pretty self-centred person and I like to provoke when I'm feeling rather rowdy.

But I've been thinking. And I will not expose my thoughts until I've come to a conclusion.

Regarding the fact that I share the same birthday as Bram Stoker, I have this awkward fetish for gothic-horror novels. Something like Frankenstein, Dracula and Van Helsing (!!!!). If Marilyn Manson were to write such a novel, I'd go all out just to buy it. Be it via eBay or whatsoever.

And now my Google Chrome's lagging and it frustrates me. Hm.

Edited at 11:35 pm
Just ate a cluster of grapes and I feel very bloated now. Have been playing TS2: Bon Voyage ever since 5 and I'm still not bored. I have a question though: How come all of my baby sims always turn out so ugly? I have perfect-looking adult sims but their offsprings often turn out ... uglier than I expected.

Oh and btw, I support you Sharmain! I know that you can do it and you will! :) Ifly (no, I don't fly -_-) okayz. :)

Friday, October 17, 2008

6: Some random things on my mind

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  1. Did you know that Bram Stoker (author of Dracula) shares the same birthday as me? No, I think you didn't. But now you do. :)
  2. Who wanna watch Max Payne with me? Oh right, I forgot that no one actually shares my passion for Marilyn Manson.
  3. My ribcage and my tummy hurts like they're bruised. Ugh. Ew. Flugh.
  4. Has anyone bought the latest issue of Seventeen?
  5. Tom Delonge likes to masturbate. Lol.
  6. It's Friday night and I want to go out.
  7. The 'drz' person on Weijie's blog seems like one of those people who are ashamed of their names.
  8. I feel tired, hungry, weak, happy, sad, lonely all at the same time.
  9. Are you stoic?

5: XTC

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Decided to not attend school today, despite the fact that I was gonna get back 3 more papers.
I'm not sick lol.

Woke up today in a cold sweat. Then I realize that I forgot to cover myself with my blankie and I was freaking cold. So cold that I only wanted to snuggle in my warm blankie. Lol. I had yet to shower and it was already 6:30. So I made up my mind and slept in for the whole morning.

Was awoken by Audrey's call. I didn't pick up cuz I was still blur and my body just won't move. Read her message instead. Apparently my brother forgot to pass my Sec 3 Option Form to her, so she had to go take it from him instead. Zzz, sorry & thankz again Audz. =_=

Enjoying a crispy noodle snack now.

English Literature: 72/100
Art: 75/100 (Whoo!)
Science: 74.5/100
Thankz Sharmain for helping me to check and look for more marks for my Literature & Science Papers. :)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

4: Sped up

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Crap, I think I'm maturing a little too fast.
;x

3: No one likes you when you're angry

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Today was tiring, but satisfying :)
Was a little quiet today, but it's just cuz I was thinking about something. I didn't emo okay, lol.

Mother Tongue was up first today. Got back our MT Paper 2 and did some corrections. I didn't do any, of course. Lol. PE was next. Unfortunately, it was taken over by Amanda Tiong. It wasn't a very joyous thing, but at least some of us were very content with their performance for the History papers.

Had Math lesson after Recess. It was rather merry cuz there were laughters and smiles. Even my super-loving senior Mr Choo laughed along with us. :) Went through the English Paper 2 during the English periods after. I feel happy cuz I finally scored above 10 marks for my Summary. *Grins widely*

Science period was the last of the day, and the most boring one too. I didn't want to attend school today but forced myself to cuz I wanted to get back my Science Paper. But who knew that Mrs Chew wouldn't turn up for lesson? It left me feeling frustrated and pissed.

Even so, a trip to Xuan Wen's place will always make my day!

Especially if Sharmain tags along. :) Xuan Wen's maid cooked Spaghetti (see, I can spell it correctly for once) for us and we got Sprite as drinks. (Yes, we really did.) Borrowed Xuan Wen's TS2: Bon Voyage to play cuz it seemed really fun when I watched Sharmain play it. Badmouthing Xuan Wen's brother right in front of him (we hope you didn't mind, Xuan Wen) also makes me happy. Am I crazy or what?

History (overall): 62.5/100 (goddamn)
Mother Tongue (overall): 53/100 (I passed!)
Will be getting back Art, Literature and Science Papers tomorrow. Literature's a sure-fail.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

2: Photographs taken on the 14th of October

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I think Audrey's new do is really glamorous.

1: Sleep with a gun

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I did something I shouldn't have done today.
My heart wrenched so much that it was rather hard for me to tolerate.
(I'm surprised at how much agony the heart can take.)
But what can remedy my pain?

English: 44/60
Math: 65/100
Geography: 58/100
Mother Tongue: 32/70

So suck-eth.

PS. I will die from a heart attack anytime if Miss Siti continues to create suspense like that.