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109: "You'll Never Change What's Been and Gone"

2009-09-08T17:59:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I've posted here. Yes, I do miss you Blogger. But I love tumblr more.

This year...has been rather eventful. I like it that way. Despite all the tears and retching, I like it like that.

Sec 3 Camp was enjoyable. I definitely had fun. Loved being the most Spirited group :). And also, I lost 4 kgs after that so it can't be bad lawl.

During the March holidays, I was busy ton-ing at other people's house. At SW's, usually.

Then on the 16th of March, something magical happened. Something that's brought me so much bliss. But it doesn't really matter now...

The June holiday was ... hell. Retched like 15 times in total during the chalet and added 8 more scars to my portfolio. Now I have 50 scars in total (Beat that!).

And now it's the September holiday. Life is as uneventful as it will ever get. I hate it. I'm always home and I have nothing to do. Homework? Feeling pretty unmotivated. Movies? It's routine already.

I do wonder how my life will be in the future. I'd like it eventful, but I know it will wear me out someday. Still, I thank God that I have my buds (E, Xw, Abx!, Sheng, no-life Jiasheng and Gary, and...others). They are the reason why I'm still hanging on.

Kbb.

PS. Don't forsake me.

108: Klutz :0

2009-04-04T00:45:00.001+08:00

You got me tumblrin'.

107: Down

2009-03-31T07:37:00.002+08:00

The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

- "Down" by Blink-182

No particular reason to why I'm posting the lyrics to this song. I just like it :)

106: My life kinda sucks right about ... now

2009-03-29T16:38:00.003+08:00

So I was wondering, if our emotions were like a chain of chemical reactions, what would it be like?

For me it would be:

Loneliness - Lots of thinking and brooding - Misery - Deliberate self harm - Sianness - Angst - Exhaustion (For some reason I get very tired after feeling angry/sad/emo/whatever)

105: :)/:(

2009-03-26T00:09:00.003+08:00

Today was ... not so great. Starting to hate school .. my class rocks but I just don't fit in. I'm like the only emotive, always prone to depression (as said by Mrs Chew, haw haw) person in Class 3E2 of '09. And to all the happy, mindless people in my class, you guys have it better. As always.

I didn't actually think I could make it through the day without my spare blades .. Thankfully Mdm Chia let me sleep during MT and Miss Angela Chew didn't come. (OMG HOMEWORK). Dammit. Blood. I need blood.

Watched the sneak preview of The Confessions of a Shopaholic with Alexorcist at 9. The movie ended at around 2330 wth. Took a cab home after that. I hate popcorn. I hate Coke. Stupid things made my tummy bloat again. WTH.

S.W.'s ill ... credz to me. :(

104: Bloated :(

2009-03-24T19:55:00.003+08:00

Had a great day 2day. TQ. LUVM :)

103: Heehee

2009-03-22T23:27:00.004+08:00

Having fun with Alexorcist haha.

Homework time. Sheeesh.
I really like holding your hands.

102: Down

2009-03-22T01:15:00.003+08:00

Hmmm ... Malacca was rather ... fun. Pwnd my daddy in an argument just now .. haha now I can't sleep. Need some booze ... but no dope pleaze. Me and dope just don't mix. Sharmain don't give up on Life yet kei ... you still have me who understands you more than anyone else here :) I'm so lovable I be t you won't want to leave me alone in this world ... Haha ... i'm no t tired but i want to sleep .. dammit dammit dammit dammit ....

101: Heee

2009-03-20T23:39:00.004+08:00

Haii I'm in Malacca right now .... Bet you guys didn't know that haha. Bought stuffs at the night market and zomg, I got a (temporary) tattoo! Guy says it'll last a month, if I can take care of it properly. It kinda looks something like this:

Cool or what????? I'm loving it very much now hehehee :) And lol I bought some Gatsby wax. I'm so cool now eh eh? Nothing much to update you guys on but I srzly can't wait to get back to Singapore ... Malacca is such a BORE. Especially if he who always hits my head while stretching in his sleep is not here :(

100: HUNDRED ZOMG

2009-03-19T19:11:00.003+08:00

Hmm .. my hundredth post for this blog ... kei whatev.
I love sunflowers and being blonde :(
Fugly black hair makes me look so shitty.

98: Blondes do have more fun

2009-03-16T18:00:00.004+08:00

Hawt stuff.
2day was great. Luf sunflowers. Luf Alexorcist. Luf Bro. Luf he who always hits my head while stretching in his sleep.

97: My hair best n_n

2009-03-15T21:40:00.004+08:00

I'm blonde! :)
(I know I look damn delinquent-ish, but it's not my fault! It's Alexorcist's bcause she didn't dye my hair properly :0 Haha jk don't get mad E.T.)

96: Camp

2009-03-14T16:09:00.002+08:00

zi zha zha zi zha zha zi zha zha Ooo Ooo
zi zha zha zi zha zha zi zha zha act cute!

Haha 3E2 owned the others at camp. We bagged the Most Cooperative Group award which also translates into Best Cheer award hahaha. Admit it lah, our cheer and spirit rocked. Camp was fun. I was an emotional wreck and had a few highs and lows in a day. But thankz lah, Sharmain & S.W., for cheering me up ... or at least try to.

What I liked about the camp:

I get to have meals with S.W. and Sharmain and some other people whom I enjoy.
My class had some really sporting people ... which makes cheering easier.
Reached to the top of the rock wall for the first time in my entire life.
Haha the Eugene and Mrs Chew claps lol.

What I hated about the camp:

The food supplied.
Getting only about 30 minutes of Me-Time :(
Zomg the toilets were stinking like bloody hell.
An hour to shower?
I couldn't sneak out ... :(
Didn't really have anybody to speak with in my dorm ... or class.
Dorm was really uncomfortable.
No hairdryer.
Only an hour to shower!!!!!
Everything stank.
30 minutes of Me-Time ...
No privacy.

Feels great to be back home. Like, really great.

95: Skool

2009-03-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

There's school 2mr. Why oh why oh why .... Someone kill me plz.

94: The High End of Low

2009-03-08T11:19:00.001+08:00

Haha had a sleepover with M.J. & S.W. on Friday night. Had shitloads of fun. Slept for almost 20 hours when I came back. Lol.

93: Teenage Angst

2009-03-05T19:02:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA SUCKER.

92: Favourite Question

2009-03-04T21:15:00.001+08:00

"What's the point in Life?"

91: Vicious Cycle

2009-03-02T17:02:00.005+08:00

2nd March 2009:

It's (s)AINT William's 15th birthday!! :D
Bio & Chem tests today. Both were manageable.
Used a plaster to cover up my blemish. Cute huh I know haha!
Treated S.W. and my brother to Pastamania. <>
Walked around. Saw some familiar faces.
Back home. Emo. Haha.

Vicious cycle. Oh the High End of Low. Oh and there are 2 very important things you have to know:

I am a hyprocrite (I love to lie, yes).
And I am the 999 of 666 (numerology, numerology, numerology).

90: NINETEE

2009-02-27T16:24:00.003+08:00

Always here for you, XW :)

Also ...

Back to the same ol' me heheh. And I can almost anticipate what's (s)AINT William is thinking right now ....

S.W.: Zomg hahah I'm so gonna stick a pen in her hair again lol.

-o-!

89: Mundanity

2009-02-25T19:42:00.003+08:00

School.

Homeworks

SYF

Life?

Friends

You.

Me?

P.S. Player thingy removed

88: HAI IT'S ME

2009-02-24T22:00:00.002+08:00

87: I'M TIRED LAH

2009-02-19T22:03:00.003+08:00

I'M GONNA FAIL MY E MATH TEST LAH I DON'T WANNA GO FOR CHOIR PRACS LAH
I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL LAH
I DON'T LIKE TO SPEAK LIKE THAT LAH.

DON'T ACT CUTE LAH (LOL)

86: Besties <3

2009-02-17T00:50:00.004+08:00

Right now, I am very sober. I repeat, very sober. And so I can tell you who my 2 besties are.

That was pretty obvious eh? But hey, it needs emphasis.
As different as we may be, I'll always need someone to debate with over .. stupid stuff.
Because my other bestie and I are like two peas in a pod. LAUGH.

I'm really really glad that I didn't give up all hope on you.
Now we're like .. ZOMG BUDDIES so yeah.

I will definitely cherish these 2 buds of mine. That is, when I learn how to.

85: I kissed 2 girls today

2009-02-14T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today was the greatest Vday I ever had. Thankz shitloads, girls ;)

Had brekkie with Saint William in the morning. Chatted about MM, stuffs and stuffs.
Went home to prep. E came soon after.
Went to XW's with MJ. Dadz drove fetched us (dropped WL at BB).
Made up and took photographs.
Took MRT down to Orchard.
Walked around and ate at Omu something.
Headed over to Cathay Cineleisure to take Neoprints. The people there are fucking inconsiderate I tell ya.
Changed shoes (feet were hurtin like hell) and went back to Taka.
Headed to Wheelock Place after and took more photographs.
Returned to West Mall for some cakes @ the Coffee Bean and then went home.

Grab Photos 'ere.

P.S. Cheer up okei, Saint William.

84: :)

2009-02-12T20:26:00.001+08:00

[c=48]ShengHao.[/c=48] says:
i want go emo like Zk .
Katy Marilyn says:
Can I join?
Then I'll influence all of ya'll to cut
cut
cut
CUT
[c=48]ShengHao.[/c=48] says:
Hell no.
cant bear to cut my porcelain skin
-.-
Katy Marilyn says:
HAHAHA YEAH RIGHT
ZOMG I AM SO TEMPTED TO POST THAT
[c=48]ShengHao.[/c=48] says:
LOL

go ahead lo
-.-
Katy Marilyn says:
Okei :3

83: Insomnia? Nah ..

2009-02-11T03:28:00.002+08:00

I GOT THE GUN!!!!!
(TQzz Sharmain loadzz for actually discovering this video for me <3)

2009-02-11T02:32:00.001+08:00

When I grow up, I'm gonna bleach my hair plat'nium blonde and then pull a total Xiaxue on your ass.

82: Evidence

2009-02-11T00:04:00.002+08:00

Hai I'm still up. Have yet to study for my Bio test 2mr. I don't have my TB with me now, but thankfully I have (all of) my notes. I wanna get that A1. I can do it for Chem (Studied for it for like 30 minutes and I got 29/35) and I think I can do it for Bio as well.

Go Katy! :)

81: Reconcile

2009-02-08T20:34:00.002+08:00

I got my best friend back. I SOO GOT MY BEST FRIEND BACK. Haha.

School starts again tomorrow and I haven't completed my Math HW yet. It's not difficult but I was just too busy having fun so .. I only have now to complete it. And I'll complete it while watching Final Destination 2. Heheh.

Oh right. Have you guys read the tale of Armin Meiwes? If you haven't, I really think you should. Because this is far more romantic than what they always do in the movies.

I'm feeling pretty hungover right now. I didn't drink or anything but ... yeah, I suffered a high some time ago. And then I had this really crazy idea: I'm gonna cut into that humongous scar of mine. FYI, it's actually joint into my flesh. So when I cut it, I'm actually cutting into my flesh. And when I do!!! I'm gonna post really sick photos of it here!!

I wanna get a tongue piercing, but my daddy just won't let me. I wanna get a Bass Guitar Starter kit, but my daddy can't afford it right now. The recession is really a killer.

80: Why so secretive?

2009-02-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

Slept for 18 hours or so ever since I came back from the Steamboat Dinner. I'm feeling bloody terrible right now.

79: I am ... Left4Dead

2009-02-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

I scored 27/35 for my Emath Test - my first A1 for Math subjects this year.

78: Recession

2009-02-04T08:03:00.002+08:00

I hate today. I hated yesterday. I fucking hate the recession.

I skipped school today because I got fed up with Murphy's Law fucking with me. I was late, so I had no choice but to take a cab. And then there was this taxi driver who was too lazy to just U-turn and come pick me and my bro up. Fucking old man.

And when I decided to take the bus instead, it drove past me when I was still waiting for the Green Man. Fuck.

My dad told me yesterday that he might cut my weekly allowance because of the recession. I think I would have to starve myself to actually save up money to buy the things I want. A'ight, I'll do just that. Still, fuck it!

77: Forgive me Father, for I have sinned

2009-02-02T16:45:00.005+08:00

I commited a sin today. A sin far worse than any of the 7 Deadly Sins. I actually forgot to apply toner & moisturiser on my face today!!! And that pretty much ruined my day. I can feel zits popping out right about now. =o="

I know I'm overreacting, whatever.

Shereen, QiEn, Elaine & XW were the stars of my day today. They made it super enjoyable. Lunch with XW after school.

P.S. Prolly gonna cut bangs (again) with XW. Sexcited. Haha!

76: Because the World is that prejudiced

2009-01-31T21:18:00.003+08:00

Had shitloads of fun with E & XW today. Hadn't had that much fun in such a long time. Too lazy to elaborate today. Gonna shower up and finish my Math HW later. Till tomorrow!

75: We all have our selfish moments

2009-01-29T23:10:00.003+08:00

My BIG Plans for the coming weekend:

Math (A&E) Tuition with Cuzzie.
Math (A&E) Tuition with Cuzzie.
Math (A&E) Tuition with Cuzzie.
CS
CS
CS
L4D
L4D
L4D
BAI NIAN BAI NIAN BAI NIAN!!!!

I hate cup noodles. Oh, I do I do I do, Oooh. (Keenan&Kel lolzzz)

74: Hmm....

2009-01-28T19:07:00.002+08:00

In the past few days, I have been:

Playing Left 4 Dead & StarCraft, if you didn't already know.
Downloading more games.
Dreading Math lessons.

It was only last night when I suddenly recalled that there was homework for Math. Couldn't get any sleep because of Mdm Lee's repititive appearences in my dream so I went to do it, hesitantly. Fell asleep immediately after EX1E. Lol.

Today was ... rewarding. The feeling's like ... getting a 'Well Done!' after all that hard work. Rewarding, yeah. Whatever ... Slacked in the Female toilet during PE today. Chatted, gossiped and took photographs with Elaine, QiEn & Shereen. Haaah, rockers. :)

Choir prac after school today. Mr Yiong was pissed because most of us were too ... inefficient. Ran 5 rounds around the parade square as punishment. Tired, but not frustrated, because I kinda agreed with him. Heheh.

Waited for PeiXuan & Co. with ChaoYing after prac. Met this Filipino (yes, a true filipino) guy but I totally forgot what his name was (oops!). Walked to the bus stop with him and then home sweet home.

73: Sorry, but ...

2009-01-21T18:56:00.005+08:00

School is getting more stressful as the days go by ... But thank God for the friendly neighbours I have. Love vandalising WeiZheng, YuanSi & Shereen's tables when I'm bored. Love Mdm Lee for letting me sit in front. Love BaoXuan for being a great partner, and always lending me her Liquid Corrector in exchange for my Correction Tape. Hate the SAB version of Bai Fang Chun Tian, my parts are just so hard to get! Hate DongQi (Choir) for always feeling sick during Choir prac. She always gets to sit. She always gets to rest. Stop being so pathetic, srzly.

Also, start learning to be straightforward. Instead of putting xxxxxx, why doncha put his/her name? It is his/her name after all.

72: Oh, get over it

2009-01-20T20:22:00.002+08:00

Enjoyed school today :)

Bio SPA was shitloads of fun. Scraped cells from a Goat's liver and viewed it under the microscope. I could find mine under 40X Magnification.
Cried (very, very unprofessional behaviour) after English lesson becauze I couldn't complete the task given to me, and was heavily criticized for it :(
Got over it soon after becauze I don't wanna look like a crybaby.
Slept during MT, becauze my MT teacher is still as boring as ever.
I love my Chem SPA partner (XW). Lol. I love that we got to choose!
Wei Zheng was surprisingly very sociable and contributive after school. And so were Afik and Elaine. At least then I felt what it was like to really try to get things done together, as a group. :)

71: Self-determination

2009-01-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

As said before, I flunked Math really badly. -> 7/15 (Could have got 11, but lost em 4 marks due to careless mistakes).
I caused unnecessary worry to TC5, or so they say
I enjoyed Bio lesson today
I talked to Kareen today
I cringed when Miss Chew said that she was 'effortlessly beautiful', also during school today
I did a facial mask today
Masking makes me happy :)

70: Caramelldansen <3

2009-01-18T22:15:00.001+08:00

Gaara & Lee doing the Caramelldansen. Kawaii neh ~~

Sorry, I was just too bored.

69: Wherefore art thou headed?

2009-01-18T14:52:00.003+08:00

Gonna mug hard for Chem tonight. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*. Have to score that A*.

Not looking forward to A/E Math lessons though. I think I flunked the A Math Quiz 1. Badly. Very.

-

BTW. MY LNG LCKS R CT OFF! CN U BLV IT?

68: BTW ...

2009-01-17T16:42:00.003+08:00

Remember to always check back at Engrish.com. :)

67: Feels as good as home

2009-01-17T10:34:00.005+08:00

Apologies to Audrey, XW and anybody else who's waiting for this post like, crazy-anxiously. Lol.

Pause at 2:11.

Youtube to me, is like Heaven. And so is Bras Basah Plaza because you can get books as cheap as $10 from there. Lufs!

-

Here's my beer for ya, ShengHao.

"Barely there makeup" + teased hair

The star of the day

Shiok.

Just like in the old days.

66: :D

2009-01-13T17:36:00.001+08:00

I am having ... Ice-cream & Beer! Double happiness yay! I don't bother thinking about how fattening these are, because the stress will make them go away! Triple happiness yeah!

No. I am not drunk. Yet.

65:

2009-01-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

I NEED A BEER.

The stress is catching up to me and I hate that. I'm breaking cold sweats every now and then and my whole body hurts. Who's up for some alcohol?

64: :/

2009-01-07T19:30:00.003+08:00

Something really unusual happened after Choir prac today. I was walking to the Bus Stop when I spotted my friend from my Primary School and I was astounded. She was super paikia and I was scared of her, very. She greeted me with a hug and tugged me to the Bubble Tea shop to buy a drink for her friend.

At the Bubble Tea shop, I asked about her studies. She told me that she was going to be expelled... like very soon, and she also said that she might be transferring to our school. In the midst of our conversation, a car pulled over and she ran to it. She then told me to pass the drink to her friend and I immediately said No. But after countless begging I hesitantly accepted.

Fortunately, Weijie and her friend, Michelle, were there and WJ helped me pass the drink to that guy. I was there watching like a helpless wimp and I don't know whether my face gave me away.

I boarded 176 when it came with my mind concentrated on one question: Why was I so scared? How could someone (or some people) break my confidence so easily? I was bewildered. So, I thought and thought as I sat, and I think I've got the answer to my question.

When I was younger, like Primary One or so, I got bullied all the time. Those kids would not let me go to my seat or frame me for something I did not do at all. At that time, I would consider myself depressed because I remember the day I called my Mom (Who was at work) and told her to let me skip school because I was afraid of those kids. My Mom called the school and talked to my teacher and of course, that didn't help.

Funny thing is, 2 of those bullies are now friends of mine. Maybe they started to realise that bullying was a big waste of time and stopped after a year.

Being the stronger person I am now, I feel proud but I want to be even stronger. Strong enough to overcome failures, strong enough to overcome anything.

Zomg I'm neeeding my Mom right now. :(

63: Be quiet, you might piss somebody off

2009-01-06T18:28:00.003+08:00

School's been pretty good. Been obsessing with the Messy Bun a tad too much though. Hah.

62: People of the World, meet Messy

2009-01-03T12:46:00.007+08:00

Messy is my room.
Messy is self-explanatory.
Still, it needs some photographs to emphasize how messy it is.

I ransacked my wardrobe today and I found my Mother's secret stash of stationery. And here I thought she was always short of em.

In my wardrobe. Makeup, Perfume, Camera, Makeup Remover Wipes, Hangers, Brush, and Clarins Eye Makup Remover.

Wardrobe. The clothes are only half of what I actually own.

Albums and VCDs. Some are mine, the rest are my parents'. Oh, and there's my pair of fishnet stockings.

My prized (mini) guitar and my Nan Hua award for being the leader of Brownies (yes, believe it) for I-totally-forgot-how-many years.

Dressing drawer. Manson's hat, makeup case, books, headbands, bottles of water and hair and skin products.

My office. No, I don't work there. Really.

And some wonder how I can actually get some sleep.

Whilst Messy is besting at being itself, its owner has turned into a spectacle (Real, real specs with degree-whatever-shit) wearing geek. Becauze, from where I am sitting in class, I cannot see 50% of what the teacher's written.

Might be tying my mane like this starting next week. Becauze I observed that nobody has tied it like this and I like it like that. And I have to dye my hair back to black. Hate that. Hate the smell of the dye. It's so pungent.

61: All summer long

2009-01-02T18:57:00.003+08:00

First day of school today (d-uh!).
It's a new year, a new start and another opportunity for me to really buck up. Thankfully, I have found my source of motivation, and it's the Japan Humanities Trip for the "selected" Sec 3's this year. I just have to go. *.*

Happy more-than-1-year anniversary, TC5!
We shared so many things! The fun, gossip, money, food, drinks, gossip, and secrets ...
Unforgettable, each one of you are.

The Brilliant

You! The One who possesses the power to Study shalt not give it up after your O's.
The course that you like is out there, you just have to find it.

The Joy

Remember this photo?
Haha, your spontaniety is essential I tell ya! I just love you for being so kiddy -_-

The Creative

I know you dislike teachers but try to love them. Maybe they'll love you back! Haha!
If not, then .. well, you can always come to me for bear hugs! :D

The Talent

Zomg I just love to take wacky (like really Whack!) photos with you.
I look forward to seeing you drunk again. HAHA!

60: NIN vs. MM

2009-01-01T12:57:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year to all.

Marilyn Manson - Man That You Fear
Uploaded by MarilynManson

(It's very soft rock, trust me)

NIN - Everyday is Exactly the Same (Wanted OST)

59

2008-12-31T16:46:00.003+08:00

Mixing Marilyn Manson's music and Avenged Sevenfold's is like taking Alcohol with Dope (another word for Drugs, coined by Sharmain) - makes you very dizzy and nauseas. Damn ...

58: Beauty is Pain

2008-12-29T17:06:00.004+08:00

Resolutions for the Coming Year:

Get Smart.
Be Cool.

Albums to Buy:

Skold VS KFMDM
Blink-182's Greatest Hits
MM's Mechanical Animals
NIN's With Teeth

57: Antichrist Superstar!

2008-12-28T18:32:00.003+08:00

Went to Takashimaya to spend my vouchers today (Wore stripper heels again).
Spent it on Sloggi's ever-comfortable undies.
Went to Paragon after that.
Bought Marilyn Manson's Antichrist Superstar, which is like so freaking rad.
Rested on a toilet seat because my feet were aching like very much? (There were no other available seats, so ...)
Slowly made my way back home. (Took 2 hours)
Feet hurts so so much.
Okay the suck-eth internet just made me lose the mood the post any more.

(Look how tortured my toes were)

56:

2008-12-27T14:35:00.006+08:00

Hai my internet's just returned from its honeymoon with someone else I don't know who. Okay so, a brief summary of what I've been up to these few days:

On the 18th of December, I attended 6d06's gathering at RenChun's gigantic house. Left my cell at the Gym so didn't manage to take any photographs.

On the 19th of December, I went to Takashimaya (to visit the newly-opened Sephora!) and Wisma with MeiJia. Bought a pair of 5-inched stripper heels (oh, luf)

On the 20th of December, I had curls! Thankz to MeiJia's "natural talent" with the hair curler. In return, I straightened her mane and we took loads of photos after that. Later that day, we went to Takashimaya again (to visit Sephora again). We went to Wheelock Place too and went home soon after that (cuz our feet was hurtin so damn much - I was wearing my stripper heels, and she was wearing her 3-inch-or-so heels that cramped her toes).

(She's wearing her Dior lipstick in Fuschia, which I think is hot. My lips are slightly pink cuz she kissed me then. Lol.)

(This isn't all, of course)

On the 22nd of December, I went to Marina Square with MeiJia (yet again) to catch the movie, Yesman. The movie was slightly better than any typical comedy flick, but yet again, it is just a comedy. Loved the music from that show, even though the lyrics were nonsensical. Had dinner with her after that.

On the 26th of December, my family celebrated my Mother's birthday! My dad and I cooked dinner, and even though it turned out quite disastrous (so much for Best in Home Economics huh), my Mom loved it.

And now for Audrey's quizzo.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, names, and/or objects and nothing made up. Try to use different answers if the person the quiz from has the same initial as you. You can use your own name for the boy/girl question.

My name: Katharine
Boy's name: Kevin
Girl's name: Katy
Occupation: Kabbalist
Something you wear: Khaki shorts.
Beverage: Kamikaze
Food: Kebab
Place: Knoxville
Something found in the bathroom: Katharine. :)
Reason for being late: "King Kong kidnapped me"
Something you shout: "Kazakhstan is the greatest country in the world ~~"
Font: Kristen ITC
Show: Knocked Up
Song title: Keep Your Hands off My Girl by GC
Country: Kazakhstan!!!

Pass this on to 5 people you know:

Denise
Weijie
Maggie
Trissy
Nicola

Tags replied in respective Weblogs.

55: Bravado

2008-12-17T20:43:00.004+08:00

Attended Choir prac today. Mr Yiong's mood was rather unstable; he can be angry at one time and joke with us soon after. Learned new parts for The White Horses (SYF piece for the coming year). It actually involves a gliding part at the end, which makes it all the more eerie (very not the title). The ending notes (if played in unison) sound very Addam's Family, or at least I think so. Watch this.

(That made my hair stand) Wasn't that cute? We performed the same song at Batam, but we didn't sing like that of course. In fact, one of the clinicians (an experienced singer) said that we sounded like natives of the Philippines. (:D)

Walked with Nicola and Hidayah back to Gombak MRT station.

54: Hm ...

2008-12-17T01:48:00.003+08:00

Caught The Day the Earth Stood Still at Vivo today. It was alright, I guess. Could have been much better. The horde of locusts thingy was pretty cool, but the parts where they used (very) high frequency was almost deafening. My ears hurt pretty much after that. Also, Keanu's character had to sacrifice himself just cause of Jennifer Connelly's character and her stepson (and yeah, pretty much the whole world too), so that's bad. Boo.

Oh and, the little boy that played JC's stepson is actually Will Smith's son! Betcha didn't know that ...

It's ... not a bad movie actually, but you can save those $$ for some other stuffs.

(taken from CinemaRetro.com)
Keanu without his stupid beard which adds a million years to his age.

53: Change

2008-12-16T05:50:00.000+08:00

This one you should watch.

Might be a little confusing for those who don't think, but when told the answer, you'll understand almost immediately.

52: Quizzo

2008-12-15T06:14:00.003+08:00

1. Whats your full name and age?
Katharine Soh Kai Jun, 14.

2. Who was the one who tagged you this quiz?
That alabaster whose surname is Park.

3. Name two bad points about him/her?
Tall and fair. (Not exactly bad, but just traits that I'm really jealous of)

4. Does he/she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Not yet, he says.

5. What song are you currently listening to?
Everyday is Exactly the Same - Nine Inch Nails

6. What are you doing besides this quiz?
Listening to the song as stated above.

7. How many boyfriend/girlfriends did you have?
Can't remember.

8. Are you currently single or attached?
Single.

9. What is your most "in" Phrase?
"Lolz"

10. Who is your best friend?
Hmm ..

~~Pass this to~~ Name 10 people.
(Name them in random order)

Audrey
Elaine
Sharmain
XuanWen
Denise
Trissy
Nicola
Weijie
ShengHao
WenLiang

11. Talk about 7. (Nicola)
Perfectionist.

12. If 3 and 10 were together? (Sharmain & WenLiang)
Laugh out loud.

13. What is your relationship with 2? (Elaine)
She's my wife.

14. Is 5 attached? (Denise)
Yep. To me.

15. Is 8 a Virgin? (Weijie)
Uhm, yeah, I guess.

16. Are 1 and 6 best of Friends? (Audrey & Trissy)
I don't think so?

17. Does 4 like animals? (XuanWen)
Yep. She especially likes owls. And cats. :D

18. What is your relationship with 9 (ShengHao)?
Buds.

19. How would you react if 3 (Sharmain) likes you?
Be shocked. She told me that she loved me!

20. Will You ever like 8(Weijie)?
If only I were a boy.

21. What is your impression of 2? (Elaine)
Smart, sporting, loves hot pink, and very creative.

22. What Colour does 4 like? (XuanWen)
Green. Neon. Green.

23. What would you say to 1 When you see him/her? (Audrey)
When do you wanna go out and try nice food?

24. If 10 liked 6? (WenLiang & Trissy)
I won't be surprised. Trissy's such a hottie. Lol.

25. Name 3 good points about 7. (Nicola)
Clever, loves purple and very crazy at times. :D

26. Which of the 10 do you admire?
Do I have to say it again?

27. Do all of them know who u like?
Pssssh.

28. Out of them, who is the fittest?
Trissy? Audrey? ShengHao?

29. What was the last thing you said to 3? (Sharmain)
Something about GoW2...? I'm too lazy to log into FB and check.

30. 8's favourite food. (Weijie)
Something from Thailand. LOL.

51: Oh so cliche

2008-12-14T16:56:00.001+08:00

Just watched Not Another Teen Movie and I feel nauseas already. There was this kissing scene between an old (OLD) lady and a young woman. It was very, very nauseating. Like, what the hell? Selma Blair & Sarah Michelle Gellar's kissing scene in Cruel Intentions (1 or 2, I can't remember) was hot, but this was soooo not. Damn ...

Of all movies that parody other movies, I find the Scary Movie series best. For one, the first 2 movies were directed by Keenen Ivory Wayans (who really knows how to do comedies), and for two, Anna Faris is so cute and lovable as a character (She's far more lovable than Chris Evans in NATM). Biased? Perhaps.

Oh btw, Chris Evans plays this guy who can set himself on fire (I totally forgot what's his superhero name) in Fantastic Four. Yknow, the Invisible Woman's brother. But here, in NATM, he doesn't look as cool as he does in F4, he looks cuter, in fact. It's not a plus though, cuz his character is so stupid I'm convinced that Dumb Brunettes exist.

I told myself not to watch anymore of these "parody movies" after Epic Movie (Which totally sucked), but this one had MM's song in it so I had to watch it. GC played a Guest Role in this movie too. Still, this movie is as suck-tastic as ever.

50: Watsons = <3

2008-12-13T19:16:00.003+08:00

As said in the post before, I went out with MJ today. Bought a makeup case thingy for only S$8.95 (Bargain leh!) and it's uber-cuteness.

Please ignore my fat leg and divert your attention to the many shades of eyeshadow instead. :)

The pin-up model on the box reminded me of Sugarbaby/Benefit's products. Hotness. I love makeup, ho ho.

49: Ala Johnny Bravo??

2008-12-12T22:29:00.004+08:00

I am such a stud on Pet Society.
I changed my "face shape" and eyes for 500 gold.
I've only 175 gold left, but who cares?
Money is meant to be spent.

=

Going out with MJ to Bugis & Queenstown tomorrow. Maybe some shopping will help lift my mood.

48: Good afternoon, sunshines

2008-12-12T13:58:00.003+08:00

I just woke up and thought that I should probably post more updates about my Life.

From Wednesday till Thursday, I've been:

But today I feel:

So yay.
Okay byez.
Gonna change skin laterz.

47: Quizzo

2008-12-11T16:49:00.002+08:00

01. Who's the person that tagged you ?
Sheng Hao & Xuan Wen

02. Relationship between you and her/him ?
Buddies! :D

03. Three impressions of her/him ?
Xuan Wen is talented, artistic and hardworking.

Sheng Hao is witty, tall and alabaster.

04. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
We'll see when that happens.

05. What will you say to the person you like very much ?
Actions speak louder than words.

06. Characteristics I like about myself ?

My individuality.

07. Characteristics I hate about myself ?
Me being so emotive.

08. For the person whom you hate, you say ?
Hmm ...

09. What do people feel about you ?
How would I know?

10. Your crush ?
That ACS guy? Naahhhhhh.

11. Pass this to 10 people.

Weijie
Trissy
Denise
Maggie
Sharmain
Audrey
Xuan Wen
Wei Xiang
Bella
Nicole

12. If 5 (Sharmain) & 7 (Xuan Wen) were together ?
I'll laugh.

13. Who does 5 (Sharmain) like ?
Me. :)

14. What colour does 9 (Bella) like ?
Green? Blue? :|

15. Say something about 8 (Wei Xiang)?
Another alabaster.

16. Who is 2 (Trissy)?
A hottie. Lol.

17. Talk about 3 (Denise)?

I think she loves purple too. :D

18. Who is 10 (Nicole)'s best friend ?
I don't know leh. Rebecca? Almas? o.o

19. Who's the most sexiest among all 10?
Wei Xiang!!!!

20. What colour does 4 (Maggie) like ?
Me.

21. Is 4 (Maggie) single ?
Perhaps.

22. Your relationship with 1 (Weijie)?
Good friend & alto mates. :D

23. Are 5 (Sharmain) & 6 (Audrey) best friends ?
Yes! We're all in a clique!

24. 9 (Bella)'s surname ?
Choo.

25. 7 (Xuan Wen)'s surname ?

Chua.

26. Say something to 8 (Wei Xiang)?
I'm back already. :D

27. Say something to help 9 (Bella)?
You can kill the cockroach by just pouring hot water over it. :)

28. Which of the 10 do you admire ?
} all. (: they all have something nice to admire about.
[wen liang, don't xiang wai] - Xuan Wen's answer.

I have to agree with her. :)

29. Where does 1 (Weijie) live ?
Jurong? o.o

30. 10 of them know who you like ?
I don't "like" anyone.

31. Say something to 6 (Audrey) when you see him/her ?
Did you know that Mr Yiong was the 3rd Runner Up for Mister Singapore 2002? :0

32. 10 (Bella)'s spouse ?

Me lah.

I'm so thick-skinned. Okay byez.

46: He is perfection personified

2008-12-10T15:03:00.009+08:00

I'm back from Batam, like finally. But I'm too sad to post, so I'll just upload the photographs taken using Nicola's cam. Sorryz.

P.S. To Choir members (and Audrey), you've got to see this! Look who's the third runner-up.

45: Damn ...

2008-12-07T05:58:00.002+08:00

I'll be departing to Batam very soon, not for vacation but for a SYF workshop (of all places, why Batam???). So, it'll be 12 hours of practice each day from 7am to 7pm. Damn. Don't sms me unless necessary.

Okay byez.

44: My girls and I

2008-12-05T21:35:00.002+08:00

Clique outing to the Zoo today! Had truck loads of fun. ;B

43: Back when I was younger ...

2008-12-05T03:20:00.004+08:00

I'm playing BattleOn now! I'm level 35 now and that makes me happy :)

43: Quizzo yo

2008-12-04T17:38:00.002+08:00

1. Are you in love?
No. Yes. Not really. Maybe. Nah.

2.Does the person know you love him?
Nil-

3.What if that person were to reject you?
Don't know. Don't care.

4.Who are your best Friends?
I don't let anyone get too close to me.

5.Will you die for your friends?
Yeah sure, why not?

6.Who will you save? Yours best friend or boyfriend?
It really depends.

7.If you got a choice, who will you wanna be?
Tim Skold.

8.Would you rather watch a ghost show or a comedy?
Hm, comedy. Definitely comedy.

9.If you have 3 wishes, what would it be?

To live fast and die fast.
Money, and lots of it.
Money. -_-

10.Make Your Mouth Bigger ! Spread to 10 people .
Nil-

42: Hmm ...

2008-12-04T04:59:00.001+08:00

(Click on the image if you can't read the words)

Alrighty. So at a glance, I am messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, etc. (All can be seen at the trait snapshot column).

The test says that I am vain, materialistic, hedonistic, paranoid, individualistic, cautious, conflict-seeking and histrionic. In case you don't know what those words mean, I'll explain it to ya:

Vain = Egotistic, conceited and swollen-headed.
Materialistic = Wealth seeking, manipulative and competitive.
Hedonistic = Willing to break the law if the monetary benefit is great enough. (Think tattoos, drugs and strip clubs)
Paranoid = Overly suspicious of others till they have proven themselves trustworthy.
Individualistic = Wants to be as independent from society as possible, likes to look weird and are self-expressive.
Cautious = Proceeds with care in most endeavors.
Conflict-seeking = (It's a no brainer).
Histrionic = Melodramatic.

I am also family driven, avoidant, sexual, accomadating, adventurous, a work ethic, intellectual, anti-authority, mystical, physically active and honorable.

Lastly, I am definitely not outgoing, stable, orderly, interdependent, artistic, religious, NARCISSISTIC, humanistic, dominating, romantic, POOR, dependent, an immature adult, thrifty and against change.

Toodlez.

P.S. If you wanna take this test, click here.

41: SOJ n_n

2008-12-02T22:56:00.004+08:00

I shall be a geek and go play Diablo 2: LOD now. n__n

40: :)

2008-12-02T18:33:00.004+08:00

Just when I thought I've given up all hope,

You guys came back,

And I am thankful.

39: Freakum geniuses

2008-12-01T01:11:00.005+08:00

Madonna Wayne Gacy (a.k.a. Pogo) has an IQ of 170,

While Marilyn Manson's is 148.

How much IQ does your favourite band have?

38: The Epitome of Beauty

2008-11-30T23:22:00.003+08:00

Suri Cruise sure is pretty for a 2 year old.

37: Candy shop

2008-11-29T16:17:00.004+08:00

When I was 9 or 10, I got my first MP3 player and discovered MTV. Back then, I loved Hip Hop music. I loved Eminem's songs and I was a fan of 50 Cent. One day, I watched A7X's Bat Country on MTV for the first time, and I wondered why everybody loved it. I found it ridiculously noisy and thought that the bats thing was lame.

Okay, I was still young (and stupid) at that time.

So, when I first entered Secondary School, I got bored with Hip Hop and decided to discover more. That's when I started relistening A7X and fell in love with the band. I told myself to not be so narrow-minded and so started listening to other Metal bands (Atreyu) as well.

Then came the most dramatic year of my life: the 14th year. Things happen and I started growing up (mentally) and dropped A7X for MM cuz A7X to me was "happy music". As the days go by, I slowly stopped listening to A7X and added more MM into my playlist (Right now there's only 1 A7X song on my playlist).

Not long after I pledged loyalty to MM, I started listening to Blink-182, and that I found surprising. Blink-182's and MM are like complete opposites. While MM sings about his life, Blink-182 parodies other artistes in their videos. No doubt, Blink-182 did grow up and started producing more mature music.

Now I sit and wonder while waiting for my Trend Micro PC-cillin Internet Security 2007 to finish scanning my laptop. Will MM still dominate my playlist next year?

P.S. A7X = Avenged Sevenfold, MM = Marilyn Manson.

36: Everyday is exactly the same

2008-11-28T18:15:00.004+08:00

I finally got a birthday card (and a cellphone strap) after a gazillion years.

I love cards!

So, Merci Beaucoup Meijia! (L)

Deleted all of the posts published in the past few days. I find them too short. So short that it holds almost no meaning. Flugh.

Went out with Meijia yesterday to IMM and trekked for almost 3 hours. Lol. Glad to hear that she's eating healthily now. :) Borrowed her December issue of Smitten Mag and went home. Oh, and the phone strap fits my cellphone perfectly! Now my cell's fierce and girly all at the same time!

35: The angel from my nightmare

2008-11-24T22:36:00.006+08:00

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time

Been MIA these few days due to constant gaming.
In the past few days, I:

Completed both Crimson Sea 2, Van Helsing & Prince of Persia: The Two Thrones. (PS2)
Have been getting only 2 hours of sleep.
Bought Shu Uemura Rouge Unlimited Lipstick in 299 (Dark purple).
Have been gaining weight (Officially became a couch potato).
Developed red eyes and humongous eye bags.

Here's proof:

Fuhgly.

Also, I checked the length of my bangs yesterday and it was longer than I expected. It was covering the whole of my eye area and I'm very pleased with it.

The shade looks like Marilyn Manson's! (Lufs) :3

34: Psssh

2008-11-21T01:55:00.000+08:00

33

2008-11-18T14:36:00.003+08:00

Manson (<3)>

32: MM talks sense

2008-11-17T18:41:00.003+08:00

So, I've been reading a review of Marilyn Manson's biography called The Long Road Out of Hell. One paragraph (originally quoted from the book) woke me up.

“Satanism is not about ritual sacrifices, digging up graves and worshipping the devil. The devil doesn’t exist. Satanism is about worshipping yourself, because you are responsible for your own good and evil. Christianity’s war against the devil has always been a fight against man’s most natural instincts – for sex, for violence, for self-gratification – and a denial of man’s membership in the animal kingdom…. All the power LaVey wielded he gained through fear – the public’s fear of a word: Satan. By telling people he was a Satanist, LaVey became Satan in their eyes – which is not unlike my attitude toward becoming a rock star.”

Nevermind the LaVey stuff (He's the founder of the Church of Satan, just so you know), I finally realized that Satanism is not that bad as how we usually see it. No thanks to my annoying brother who keeps going on and on about how MM is satanic etc, and slowly changing my impression of MM. Fortunately, fate led me to this review and cleared up my negative thoughts about him being a Satanist.

Okay fine, you might not think he's that all bad. But I'm pretty sure you'll find him rather disgusting cos: 1) He's got no eyebrows and 2) He's got no armpit hair as well.

It's also said in the book that, by the publishing of his book, he had at least 450 scars on his skin. I'm not sure whether the reviewer was exaggerating but I suddenly feel inferior.

"Manson’s irony must be understood. The protagonist speaking in this song is the self-righteous American looking at the failed culture his religion has produced. Behind this twisted irony is Satan himself piercing the soul of “infallible” human self-righteousness. Manson laughs in glee when Christians attack his lyrics as offensive and pornographic, because (he believes) they are only proving his point. He is not the protagonist in the song. Therefore, when a famous Christian personality attacks him, they are attacking American Christianity and the culture they have created."

“Marilyn Manson is not the disease; he is just a symptom of our sick society.”

- Snippets' Source: http://forerunner.com/champion/manson.html

31: Typical

2008-11-16T20:44:00.002+08:00

Did you forget that you weren't spposed to use white font anymore, Xuan Wen? Heh.

30: Smexxxy

2008-11-15T18:30:00.004+08:00

Introducing, my style icon & favourite model: Dita Von Teese.

A fashion darling and innovator, Dita Von Teese, the International Queen of Burlesque, has secured her place in the global spotlight with her elegance, style and wit. She has been listed on prestigious best-dressed lists, and is a muse of haute couturiers. A trained ballerina, Dita's artful and provocative performances bring pin-up imagery to life and make the erotic fabulous. In 2005, she married alt-rocker/performance artist, Marilyn Manson. Her book, Burlesque, The Art of the Teese/Fetish and The Art of The Teese was published in 2006 (Regan Books/Harper Collins)

I just love her. I don't know why.

I love her style.

I love her makeup.

I love that she was once Marilyn Manson's muse.

29: Not fair

2008-11-14T15:53:00.003+08:00

How could you?

What did you think I was gonna write here?

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I’ll leave when I wanna

This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone
On the street with a cigarette
On the first night we met

Look to the past
And remember and smile.
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you.

28: Ho ho ho!

2008-11-13T22:00:00.003+08:00

Prezzies for TC5!
(I feel like Santa already o.O)

27: Homecoming

2008-11-13T21:27:00.003+08:00

I'm finally back in Singapore. Bought a Chanel purse for Ying Shuang that looks something like this:

Similar, but not the same. :) I don't know the exact price she's gotta pay cuz the value for the Thai Baht has been fluctuating these few days. Zzz. It's less than $20, so don't worry so much Ying Shuang.

=

katharine is happy. katharine is happy. katharine is happy. katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is not happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.katharine is happy.
:|

26: scoffs

2008-11-11T22:07:00.005+08:00

I rode a Tuk-tuk today, and it was damn fun.
I bought new Converse high-cuts (school shoes for next year) today, and I'm damn happy.
I bought a (fake) Juicy Couture bag today, and it's damn cute.
I can't watch my drama serial now, and I'm damn pissed.

1. The person who tagged me is:
Xuan Wen

2. Your relationship with him/her:
Clique mates & buds.

3. Your five impressions of him/her:
Artistic, Cute, Confident, Talented & Wonderful.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Giving me constant reminders (e.g. letters) to not be emo again.

5. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Get beaten up by Audrey.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, things that he/she need to improve on:
Lol.

7. If he/she becomes your enemy now:
Get over it.

8. What is it that you want to tell him/her:
You're one of those people whom I thank God for.

9. Your overall impression of him/her:
A shortie that thinks like a tallie. Impressive.

10. How do you think people around you feel about you?:
Self-centred, moody, materialistic, bimboh (deliberate spelling error).

11. The characteristic you love about yourself is:
I think differently...? o_x

12. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Marilyn Manson/Tim Skold/Evan Rachel Wood/The Boss from MGS3: SE

13. For people who cares & likes you, say something to them:
Kindness begets kindness; I will reciprocate.

Choose 10 people to be tagged:
Nil-

25: The little things

2008-11-10T19:26:00.003+08:00

I bought souvenirs for TC5 & Meijia. Somehow, I know that you guys will love it. :)

24: Merci, all

2008-11-09T11:20:00.003+08:00

Thankz all for the birthday wishes! Sorry this was a little late (my brother hogged up the laptop for the whole night so I got no chance to blog). Thankz to (in chronological order): Momz, Elaine, Meijia, Karin, Sheng Hao, Wei Xiang, Broz, Xuan Wen, Sharmain, Bella, Judith & Veng Yan. It's nice to know that there are people who care. :)

You guys made me feel special, for once.

23: Sawasdeeka (sp)

2008-11-07T19:33:00.003+08:00

Greetings from Bangkok.

22: Afraid

2008-11-07T02:21:00.003+08:00

Okay like my whole forehead area is hurting. The pain is like that of pressing a pimple, but no there's none on my forehead. I can't walk properly too cuz the muscle/ligament above my (uhm that bigger bone that protrudes out from the side of your foot) is not able to fully "expand"(????) and I'm really worried.

I think I should go for a checkup soon.

22: What the-

2008-11-06T22:44:00.003+08:00

Okay so my Mom's watching this Taiwanese show which is something like Taiwan Idol or something. I don't know, I just heard singing so ....

There's this contestant who is from Singapore. He sang This Love and I thought it sucked. The articulation was not clear, yada yada yada ... Why did he even choose an English song to sing anyway? What a disgrace. Lucky for him, there was this Taiwanese guy who sang Umbrella, and forgot like 20% of the lyrics (way to go, man) which pretty much overshadows his mistakes. Flugh.

While everybody else (from 2e1) feels that the chalet was a success, I'm thinking the opposite. It was messy, and I got a free present of like 50 mosquito bites. I don't know which freak changed the air con temp. to like 18 degress celsius, which was far too cold for some of us to sleep in there. In every group, there is of course the irresponsible few who would leave their finished cup noodles everywhere. Like, how am I spposed to enjoy that? Srzly. And one major defect: how are 28 people spposed to squeeze in just 1 bedroom?

Chevrons sucks, despite its convenient geographical location (super convenient, I'd say), but that cannot make up for the infinite amount of mosquitos/rats/cockroaches inhabiting there. At least that's what I think, but I don't know about you.

21: Screw Screw Screw

2008-11-05T16:51:00.003+08:00

What happened last night and this morning was a nightmare. I'm pretty glad it's all over now.

I'm home now. I have no intention of going back to the chalet cuz it's so damn hard to even get half-an-hour's sleep there. Plus, the crazy crazy people turned the whole house into a freezer by lowering the temp. to 18 degrees celsius. That's crazy. I, for one, cannot stand cold places.

Got Manson as a prezzie from The Clique 5. Thankz ever so much, guys. I love him!
(photos will be uploaded later on Flikr)

20: Hugz & Kizzes

2008-11-02T16:41:00.004+08:00

I know you guys mizzed me but know that I mizzed you too!

Makeup Inspiration: Tim Skold (lips)/ Zacky Vengeance (eyes)

Yeah I think the dye worked. It's rather purple, don't you think?

19: Always

2008-11-01T21:30:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS, YOUR VIBRAVA HAS EVOLVED INTO
FLYGON

Zomg like finally. =_= Caught that stupid Trapinch at level 21 and finally level-ed it to 45, while my other Pokemon are still at level 37.

Go me! :)

18: Do not tempt me

2008-10-31T20:59:00.004+08:00

What do you do when someone really infuriates you? Do you muster up all your courage or do you just bear the pain yourselves? In most cases, the person who hates suffers the most, cuz it may be a one-sided thing and the other person might not even know.

Only my closest buds know what infuriates me. MJ should know, and I think Saint William does too. Yeah, and Xuan Wen too. Don't blame me if I didn't tell you, cuz you might be one who's commited that "crime" before. You guys might think me a lil self-centred (well, at least I do), but srzly, do you like someone doing that to you?

Lucky for me, I've got something that can help cool me down. It's a message sent by somebody, and I really thank that somebody for that message. :) I know who I'm talking about so don't presume it's you until I said so. -_-

PS. Hey TC5, it's the holidayz already so can I swear now? Lol.

PSS. Still, _|_.

17: BOOM HEAD SHOT!!!!!!

2008-10-30T20:39:00.007+08:00

Okay so I was thinking, if a person hates his/her life so damn much, then why does he/she look forward to celebrating his/her birthday every year? Don't tell me that he/she wants to get prezzies FOC, I won't stand for that shit. It's like, if you hate your life so damn much, why bother celebrating the day of your birth? If I were that person, I wouldn't be that excited about my birthday. Why should I celebrate the day I joined this world?

So, until you're over recieving FOC prezzies on that special day, you're not through with life yet.

As you can see, I'm using the net more frequently these days. Maybe it's cuz I actually remembered to blog. I'm coming back to Singapore this Saturday (hopefully), and I'm gonna be as busy as a bee! There's the class chalet, the choir practices, the batam trip ... flugh. Well, a busy schedule beats one that consists of stoning at home 24/7. I actually get to do something productive yknow.

Gawd I miss my laptop. The net here is as slow as you trying to get a headshot in WolfTeam. It takes approx. 30 seconds to load a page, an extra 15 seconds to load one that's filled with photos. Sheesh.

I finally got my Magikarp to evolve into Gyarados. Now I can surf! (Like, finally!)

PS. I love the Zubat family. :)

PSS. Cuz they're purple and they're damn fast. >D

PSSS. Happy 13th Brother. Ifly. :3

16: Hideo Kojima, I'll remember you

2008-10-29T21:59:00.003+08:00

I bet you guys will open a new tab/window and go wiki Hideo Kojima. Who is he, you may ask. Why, he's the director of one of the greatest games ever created for Playstation 2! And that game is called Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater (Wiki that too!). I've completed the game a few times before, but I'm still not sick of it (that's what makes a game good). I'm not going to go too deep into how's it like, just go wiki it.

Hello Singapore! I can see you from here in Batam! Well, not really. Lol. It's really nice here in Batam (or rather, the hotel -_-) cuz it really relaxing. It costs only about $80/+- for a night here in i-Hotel (stupid name, I know). However, it's a four/five-star hotel that has a swimming pool + jacuzzi, 2 spas, a gym, a wine club, a restaurant, a karaoke lounge and some other stuff that I can't seem to remember.

My brother and I can just play PS2 or NDS for like the whole day without getting tired. Speaking of which, my Golbat has evolved into Crobat. It's not easy to get it to evolve okay. Its "happiness" needs to be over 220 (base happiness for a Pokemon is about 75). I have yet to battle Flannery of Lavaridge Town's Gym so that tells you how far I've progressed.

My dad's bought 4 bottles of Vodka Mix. I like. Will be drinking later tonight. Envy me, Weiliang. >D

PS. I've got photos of my not-so-dark purple (it's more like Burgundy) hair already. Unfortunately, this laptop can't receive any items via Bluetooth so I guess you guys will have to wait longer.

15: Aftermath

2008-10-26T19:59:00.004+08:00

As much as I want to write a wordy post, I'm actually struggling to recall what happened in the past 72 hours.

I wanna learn how to curve a bullet. :(

14: Batam Blues

2008-10-24T22:30:00.003+08:00

I'm in Batam now. No, srzly, not kidding. And I'm gonna dye my hair dark purple later.

Out of curiousity, which one of you actually feel sad when your parents divorce? I know I don't, but it seems pretty darn saddening. I can't care less whether my parents get along, or not. If they're not happy being with each other, I'd rather have them living with their next soulmate cuz it makes them happy. I like happy people. I appreciate happy people.

Tom DeLonge (former guitarist of Blink-182) wrote this song about his parents' divorce. The melody is sad, the lyrics are sad ... must have been pretty tough eh, Tom? Whenever I listen to that song in my MP3, I feel the sadness. It brings my mood down to like, a neutral level (simmers should understand this) and it pretty much depresses my day. I can't say that I enjoy being sad (okay, I actually do), but it kinda hurts to know of others' pain(s).

If you're feeling low or whatever, talk to me. Share your pain with me. Cry with me. Even if we're not that close, just do it. I wanna help, srzly. I want to let you know that you're not alone, and that you've always got me.

I wanna make people around me happy, cuz it makes me happy too. I have my own pains and problems, but I'll try my best not to show it. I want you guys to be happy.

It's hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, it's so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
My stupid poem could fix this home, I'd read it every day

So here's your holiday, hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all
away.
It was mine, so when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years now on?
It's not right.

Their anger hurts my ears, been running strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them, it makes no sense at
all
I see them everyday, we get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants, and it's what she wants, then why is there so
much pain?
- "Stay Together For the Kids" by Blink-182.

13: 2E1 rockz both yo' shoes and socks

2008-10-23T21:28:00.004+08:00

It's the last day of school today. :)

Got back my report book today (but had to return it to Miss Siti in the end -_-). Was rather satisfied with my results. I passed my Science! :D *grins widely* I can still remember failing it for CA2 (I got like, 45 marks) and for overall I got like, 69! :)

Mommy bought a perfume for me as a birthday prezzie. I know it's a bit early, but I love it anyhow! It's Givenchy leh. Branded leh. :D

So happy. I love my Mom. So trendy. Ho ho.

Flikr updated. :)

12: So pathetic

2008-10-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

I am happy, around other people. Cuz I can't be so inconsiderate as to ruin the atmosphere right?

At home, I drown myself in theories and hypotheses. Sometimes, I find myself thinking too much.

So much that it makes me cry.

I like Marilyn Manson. :(